so it's Christmas today and I was supposed to be snowboarding in big bear and sipping hot cocoa in a cabin with the guy I'm or WAS dating. but all that changed when he called me Wednesday night and decided to blow me off and go to China. and that's where he is now Beijing. and I'm here. which I do not mind at all I'm very glad I am spending time with my family but I'm pretty sure I'm done talking to him. If the res one pet peeve I have it's when people blow me off. I find it so rude and inconsiderate and I just can't deal with people that do that to me. Anyway life goes on and that was that. Another male that is out of my life is Kitty. Kitty was picked up yesterday and he is now going to be living with a couple and their 7 year old daughter. I wish them luck. He is so much too handle.
Last night was New Years Eve, and that's when me and my extended family(that lives here) get together to celebrate Christmas. We celebrated at my aunts house which is also in Huntington Beach. More family than I expected to be there was there and it was soo good seeing everyone. Everyone gets so busy and it's hard to make time to visit everyone. I'm thinking I'm going to write everyone a letter that was there and send it to them by mail. The written letter is near extinction and I think it'd be a nice surprise for everyone :) Yeah, I'm gonna do that. The food was really really good. There was EVERYTHING from Turkey to Tamales, pastries, wines, champorado. It was really really great. However, I was SO tired because I had gone to the gym earlier that day and ran for 40 minutes and walked for 30 and then did some other things at the gym then I had to go to work from 4-930 and it was very busy. (I made REALLY good money- People seemed to be in a giving kind of mood :) 50 on 190 sounds good to me ;-) and after work I had to come home change and be at my aunts. So I took a muscle relaxer later and felt better. I slept like a baby.

My sister's making dinner later. She's cooking turkey with cranberry...green beans sweet potato fries...and making a Cesar salad. She also got champagne and some desserts and we're watching movies tonight :)
What better way to spend Christmas huh?

I'm wearing one of my Christmas gifts that I got from my cousin Laura and Martha...a plaid purple Betsey Johnson sleep dress :) it's really cute. I love it. and I'm taking the day off today -from the gym just cuz it's Christmas. and because Ive gone everyday this week. I don't really feel like doing anything so I think that's what I'm gonna do. nothing really just rest relax.
oh by the way I haven't gone out in a while but I love it. I've just been focusing on me and reflecting on the past year and everything and it's really rewarding just staying home. I kind of like being home and taking it easy. bars and friends are kind of a waste of time. I'm just being honest.

I haven't drank alcohol in over 2 months. I quit smoking cigarettes-that was just a stupid phase I was going through. and I've been going to the gym 5 days a week. I'm also following my own little food diet- I'm avoiding breads, gluten, White sugar, anything processed or pasteurized and as much soy and dairy as possible. I've been eating alot of whole foods like fruits and veggies nuts seeds grains and lean protein like range free chicken or salmon. I've been drinking water like a fish lately. Sometimes I think I make myself sick from drinking so much. -EW, last night at work everyone was eating food from the restaurant after their shifts were over like Prime rib and 5 cheese potatoes and bread with butter and deep fried chicken stips and zucchini it was so gross. I cant believe I used to eat that junk. I left as soon as I was done I didn't eat that much at my aunts either I just had fruit and a cookie that my sisters made while I was at work they were sugar cookies and were actually really good :)