2 Weeks now?

Dear Blog.
I've been missing. I know. I haven't wrote in a while just because so much has been going on that I haven't even had to figure things out let alone collect my thoughts and write! but I'm here. I feel alot better now than I did just a few days ago. I've been really stressed out lately. I never really stress because it's absolutely pointless but I couldn't help it. I had alot going on but I finally feel a little better. Thanks to my sister, dad and the gym. So school is over and I'm so glad because it's one less thing to worry about. Since school got out I have been working out almost everyday. It's been helping me so much. I just run as much as I can and I tune everything out it's such a stress reliever. I've lost a little weight since school got out which was my plan. I have a goal I want to meet by New Years Eve. which is looking very promising. It's actually only been 4 days since school got out but SO much has happened since then! Life just keeps happening. of course :) I've worked every night since Thursday today is Monday...and I work every day this week Except Tuesday. which I'm trying to pick up. The reason I'm trying to work so much is because I'm moving on the 27th. and once I'm gone I'm going to have to find a job in LA and until I get hired someplace else than I can say goodbye to my jobs here for good. A few people think the idea of commuting from LA to HB is ridiculous but I'm not one of those people that can just NOT WORK. The idea of being JOBLESS right now just gives me anxiety and stresses me out. So I'm blocking everyone's opinions out and doing what I feel is right. I'm very excited for the move and I have been sending out my resume to a ton of places. If I had a job out there I would feel a lot better but I'm not going to worry about it because I know I'll find something :)
So I have found a nice home for Kitty. He's going to a couple with a 7 year old daughter. think he'll be in good hands. He's getting neutered today and tomorrow my sis and I will be dropping him off. My sis went into surgery earlier this week and can't do much for a while maybe 2 weeks? So she's been letting my use her car to get to work and such. it's crazy how much I get done with a car. For the past 4 days I have been going to the gym showering and getting ready at the gym and going to work it's an amazing feeling of freedom and independence! I need a car. For the millionth time! February can't come soon enough.

I really hope I get this New Years Eve off. :-/

Natalie.