my super, extremely, unproductive, fat day.

i ate so much today
idk what the hell is wrong with me
i just couldnt stop
do you ever get that?
it was all really healthy stuff but still.
so here it goes : i started of my day with oatmeal and half a banana healthy right? yeah i know good thing i ate that too because it filled me up until ...well 2. oh i did have a SPRINKLES cupcake given to me by a classmate. Then it just went downhill from there...i came home had some brown rice, brocoli & grilled chicken (oooooo yeah...about that, I don't think im vegetarian anymore so anyone who who knows me and my whole veggie thing im kind of done with that Hey! i lasted a year so back off people.) Okay so back to my eating extravaganza after that i took a nappy nap. :) it was nice. I hate this weather!! jesus its so cold !! and makes me not want to do ANYTHING! i just want to sleepsleepsleep....which is preciesly what I'm going to do as soon as school is over. That's another things I'm so over school it's been a long semester a good one but definitely cant wait til its OVER. After my nap...I decided to make a tuna/egg salad it was delicious!!! YOU WILL NEED : ROMAINE LETTUCE, TUNA, A HARD BOILED EGG, AND CORN ADD RANCH IF YOU WANT. I ate that with a bag of trader joe's POTATO CHIPS. (150 cal. NOT TOO SHABBAY) WELL...THAT WASNT ENOUGH SO I DECIDED MUNCH ON SOME TRAIL MIX. ended up eating the whole bag (sort of) i tried working on some homework...but like the title of this entry reads....It was UNPRODUCTIVE and i really didnt get any done. i figured i ate alot already to hell with TRYING to be healthy...and back to kitch! I had : a small red apple..a string cheese...a CUP of cereal....a glass of milk....and another bag of chips. i am a garbage disposal.


yeah......I hate when I eat a bunch just because im stressed. it's so annoying i'll eat instead of getting what I need to get done...DONE. I'm eating to avoid my responsibilities!! kjsfksjakfjskldfjl sdfkj as;df!! Anyway, I'm going to try to get some homework done [i am making some cofee right now.. yes its 10 pm and i dont care. i need coffee because ive been lazy and tired all day and i feel guilty not getting something done]

P.S. i think i like someone.

Happy trails to you-Natalie.